2007/11/09 | 试讲

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　　上周日的日志．

　　那天去试讲了．

　　师姐说，不要做家教，没有用，有时间可以去实习，家里不会缺我这点钱．

　　还是去试了．因为正好有这个机会，因为可以赚到钱，因为，我想证明自己可以做好一件事情，结果，证明了正好相反的事情．

　　准备的还好，没怎么紧张，我还挺习惯这一段时间的状态．然后，给她讲，她问的和之前看的资料不一样，很生疏．如果之前看过一定可以．当时就是等了好长时间．．．知道是算了，然后就算了．

　　我知道不做更好，可以多点时间学习．

　　只是，很丢人，不舒服．

2007/11/09 | 今天没上课

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　　今天没去上课．一直听不进去课，自习效率也不高．今天没起来，就没去上课了．

2007/10/31 | 过去了

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　　现在不迷帅哥了．因为我们很自然地进入了无关紧要的朋友阶段．

　　所以，过去了，随便吧．

2007/10/31 | 抓住一点

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我没有能力做到全面，所以抓住一点，最基础的一点，做好。

2007/10/31 | 前天的日志

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今天和帅哥聊Q了，不过没什么意思。
每次我主动和他说话时，似乎我都是没什么好心情。今天也是不好，为那个策划书郁闷呢。
帅哥说话挺谦虚的，我还挺抬他的。这不是个好现象，一旦抬了，我们就有距离了，分成了两个世界。
我总是想靠近他，想我的表现吸引他，可往往都是正好相反。
注定要让我丢一下脸，然后然后才清醒的面对么?惨啊。

2007/10/28 | 悄悄地

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　　有点像上次的心情．白天很好，还有点学习状态，越到熄灯，心情越郁闷．因为没有短信或者ＱＱ．

　　我不知道自己在期待什么，该期待什么，就想，算了，轻松点面对吧．

　　可，还是悄悄地等．．．

2007/10/25 | 考桩没过

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　　考桩没过．

　　和帅哥呆了一天．聊天很自然，挺舒服的，帅哥办事也挺讲究的．回来的路上，帅哥被一美女盯上，聊了半天．帅哥果然是帅哥，帅哥很好，也很危险啊．

　　考桩没过．

2007/10/23 | I think

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  I think I have no choice to enjoiy the feeling of being loved by the one who I am fascinated to.Maybe I could enjoy that after I married someone.
  I always panic,neivous,perplexed if I encounter someone I admire,favor,and care.I will be lost,and won't understand what I am doing.It's so miserable.I can't give him a good impression,but  opposite.Oh,god.
  "We get married,ok?"if someone say it to me at I am about 29 years old.I will say that,well,let's prepare.And I hope that guy is not too bad.
  Maybe I needn't do angthing ,just wait.The man is coming,not the one who makes me so crazy,but the right one coming at the right time.Yeah,Mr.right.
  So just wait,quietly.

2007/10/23 | Crazy

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  I was aware of it untill he talked about that.I have nerver mind that,we have just known each other and we had told to each other only four or five times.
  I don't know why,but I just want to treast him as an old friend who I had known a long time,and maybe beyond the common friend.
  It looks like that I'm in pursuit of him forwarly.Maybe I was.But I'm not intentional.Believe me,please.I didn't understand what I was doing.I just understand that I was so foolish and idiotic.I just want to disappear as I thought about it.God.I was fascinated.He is so handsome ,so charming,and different from the other boys around me.
  My friend told me that,I'm charming when I am myself.
  Just be myself,quietly and easy.

2007/10/21 | God

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　　天啊，整个一下午都在为那件蠢事懊悔．

　　我该怎么办啊？怎么能这么丢人？！

　　午饭还没吃呢，都不敢出寝室，不敢见人．

　　God,please ,please help me.